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I ALOST CHOKE, AND IT NOT A JOKE, I GET SCARED, IM GOING TO CHOKE AND IM ALONE AND THEN I WILL DIE ALONE

kat57 started this conversation

CHOKING  IS NO JOKE,  I HADNT DONE IT IN A FEW WEEKS AND THEN I WASNT ALONE, THEN AT LEAST YOU KNOW YOU WILL AT LEAST GET HELP. BUT WHEN YOUR HOME ALONE, AND YOUR HUNGRY AND YOU MISS EATING SOMETHING WITH SOME SUBSTANCE TO IT...  YOU JUST DO.  sometimes its ok, gag a little  and go about your business, when you have not teeth,  or cant use what you have, most of the time ITS EASIER TO GUM SOMETHING, well  does always work at that way, twice in the last two or three days,  once I was out with people and said are you ok, of course I couldn't answer them.. but I finally was able to swallow.

The other time I was alone and it was a piece of a pork chop, I use to love pork chops, any way I put a piece, in my mouth , I didn't think it was too big.  i was wrong,   I started gagging tried putting my head in all sort of positions to keep getting air.   I tried swallowing something ,to  try and push it down, mind you this was in a matter of less then a minute.  I dont know if you have ever choked on anything,  you make a horrible gurrlely noise with your throat, I guess its trying to get air.. I finally tried to give my self that thing where you make something dislodge. and there was  piece a meat, it looked bigger then when I tried to gum it.. I was hungry for pork chops anymore at least for a while....

Any way when you read about people in here, my self included that need special dental work done, my would be 6 implants and special dentures,  there a lot of us in here, and thousands probably out there in the world other then the cyber space world..   Who have not teeth,  and have lots of medical problems, YET WE CANT GET THE  HELP WE NEED TO LIVE, BECAUSE OF THE COST OF TEETH INPLANTS, OR WE ARE ON, SSI  AND HAVE THAT INSURANCE AND THEY WILL NOT TOUCH TEETH IMPLANTS, THEY SAY ITS ABOUT COSMETICS,  I SAY GIVE ME A BREAK, IS WANTING TO BE ABLE TO CHEW FOOD WITH OUT THE FEAR OF CHOKING, AND ONE DAY MAYBE NOT BE SO LUCKY AND YOU DIE ON YOUR KITCHEN FLOOR NEVER HAVING GOT TO SAY GOODBYE TO PARENTS, SISTERS, CHILDREN GRANDCHILDREN,  OR OUR HUSBAND OR WIFE FINDS US DEAD...  WHEN THEY COME HOME FROM WORK.. YEAH THATS ALL ABOUT COSMETIC SURGERY... WHAT PLANTET ARE PEOPLE FROM THAT THINK THAT, I APOLGISE, IM JUST FEELING A BIT FRUSTRATED, AND ALMOST DIEING WILL MAKE YOU A LITTLE IRRITABLE....

THANKS FOR YOUR TIME.

TO CHOKE REALLY ISN'T A JOKE...................

KAT

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